my heart goes out to anyone who was made to feel stupid for caring too much. anyone who was laughed at or “cringed” at for being themselves. anyone who cried silently so they don’t be a burden. anyone whose love was taken for granted. anyone who feels unsafe in their own bodies. to anyone who felt devastated because others failed to be humane enough. it’s not you, it’s them. i hope you find a way to love yourself again. you’re not alone. you’re important.
I’m currently laying in my bathtub writing this.
I’m thinking about my pregnancy, my kid and my relationship.
I’m also thinking about my future and what I want it to be.
The things that have happened to me. You know, the traumatic events that shape a person?
I regret many things.. I’m getting older and all I want now is love, peace and happiness.
I do need therapy.
But I feel like I’m just going to sit there and cry the whole time. But because I am pregnant, I will ask my doctor for a referral during my next appointment.
My man hates me.. says he can’t forget about things I’ve done but it’s what he’s done to me that caused me to do whatever he thinks I did and what I actually did do.
Let me go, social media is not therapy. I’ll be back another day.
A dick with a future
A dick with a 401k plan and retirement benefits.
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Cameron Diaz as Tina Carlyle in THE MASK (1994) dir. Charles Russell
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